The more it snows (tiddely pom) the more it goes (tiddley pom) the more it goes (tiddely pom) on snowing (A. A. Milne)
It’s snowing. Everyone is asleep. I’m leaving the dishes for tomorrow. It feels so different when it snows in late winter than when it snows before Christmas. Then there’s this buffer, you feel like it’s making everything cosy and picturesque. This feels more ominous somehow. No it doesn’t. It feels more peaceful. Or what is it? Neither, it feels like it’s pointing out to me that I am less comfortable. More questioning. I mean, no. That’s not it. I am perfectly comfortable but it’s like some reminder. Or there is something shaking me off balance. No, I wasn’t particularily in balance. Not shaking me off balance but reminding me that time is passing. Reminding me that I don’t have control. Do I want control? Reminding me not to stay too comfortable. Shaking me awake? Isn’t it spring that does that? What is this unease? It’s just snowing, it’s just a fact. Why complicate it?
I don’t know, I mean, I just went back and had another look and it looks good. Picturesque, and people are out walking their dogs in it and stuff. I’m over it. I like it. Not cosy, but not without magic.